Things change, I guess. But so soon?

Ugh. We found a cicada at work today. That was not fun. I still shudder thinking about it. Ick.

Apparently, all the staying up I did last night did nothing good for me. Instead that I got this freaky, intense feeling that everything is going to change, and soon, and that I have to enjoy and document every moment of it. It's pretty scary, and kind of humbling, too. Like, what have I done with my life? Nothing, it seems. I haven't lived life, really. I feel like I've just been plodding through it, heedless of many opportunities that I won't ever have again. This is so depressing.

My Day

In Highlights...

Highlight #1: Haleigh! I got to see her at church, and it was just awesomeness :)

Highlight #2: Christine! She's not grounded anymore :D

Highlight #3: Party at the Tellup's (and watching Princess Bride with Pat, who has never before seen that epic (but slightly cheesy) movie).

And in Low Points...

Low Point #1: Work. REALLY GRETA?!?!?!?!?!?!? Seriously. It's nice that you warned us that you were going to bring 10 people, but couldn't you have at least brought them before closing time? So, thanks. A ton. Also, whoever opened either did a not-great job, or we were 1,000 times busier than normal. I'm gonna go with the former option on this one though. Emily had to come in, and thank goodness she did, because we were out of peanut butter, almost out of marshmallow, and running low on chocolate. Grrrrr.

Ahhh

Beach = Amazing.

I shall post some of my favorite pictures soon. Ish.

But until then, here is a link to my Picasa album, since it is easier and quicker and better-looking than Facebook: https://picasaweb.google.com/105229165953765549251/BroadkillSummer2011#

Au revoir!

work :)

Even though work was slow, and it kind of sucked, there were some highlights.

Highlight #1: Haleigh's favorite elective is Drama :) MY drama, might I add :D

Highlight #2: Julie got marshmallow on the seat of her pants, so Sam pointed it out. Julie flipped out and ran to the bathroom to try to get it off. This is probably one of those things that you had to be there for, but it was hilarious. Sam and I felt so bad for laughing, but her reaction was just so funny! She couldn't get the marshmallow off, either.

Highlight #3: Mark came to visit me after he got off work, and I threw ice at him. He said it was hard to decide, so I started my litany of questions: ice cream or snowball? what size? flavor? marshmallow? He responded I don't know to the first question so I stuck my hand under the ice machine so I had a little pile of ice and I chucked it at him. Then my boss was like "Hey! Don't throw ice at the customers!" (But he was the one who sort of suggested it, so I'm pretty sure he was kidding). Anyways, that was a lot of fun.

Grr, drama. Let me just say that parents of a 17 year old who is serious about whatever you don't want her to be serious about, leave it alone. She will have the legal ability to move out and get a place of her own. So be careful--you could lose her for life.

Just sayin'.

Secrets

Gah, I hate not being able to tell people something that's really exciting. But, I have found an outlet for my excitement that does not involve letting the cat out of the bag. So, yay!

Do You?

Do you sit up late at night
To watch the glittery sky
Waver through your unshed tears?
Do you hide in a corner
Hoping against all hope
To be invisible while you cry?
Do you plod through life
At a turtle's pace
Wondering when life will begin?
Do you know what it's like
To be me?

Taking back Thursdays

YESS!!!! We did it! We TOOK BACK THURSDAY!!!

Basically, Thursday every year except for last year and this year has been miserable. BUT. We took back Thursday from the Devil and it was amazing.

And we made a whirlpool at the Olenick's and while I was floating in the whirlpool I saw a cloud shaped like a heart and a space between two clouds that also looked like a heart. Or maybe hearts were just on my mind. Hmmm....

Drama

So, playing Freeze with my girls is quite entertaining. Where do they even get the ideas they use?

Examples:
Witches
Magicians
Giant Cookies
Abusive Mothers
Mean Sisters

But I love my girls, despite their crazy ideas and propensity for increased volume. They are the absolute cutest! And sweet little Rachel is getting into the acting so much--she's flipping her hair and cocking her hips and looking all disgusted. It's adorable. I can't wait for Saturday; It's going to be amazing.

Happiness :)

SO.

CYMA. It's... interesting. Definitely odd seeing it from yet ANOTHER new perspective (camper --> LiT --> Admin --> elective leader) but it's fun.

Highlight #1: Curtis. He was so upset today because he was having a hard time remembering his lines (side note: he's like 8 or 9 and they just got their scripts yesterday). So I got down on his level and gave him this great big long pep talk about how he was going to do wonderfully, and even IF he messed up, no one would even know! I mean, it's not like anyone has a script or knows what he has to say. Then the other three boys, starting with Isaac, who was soon joined by Phillip and Noah, caught on and started agreeing with me saying that they'd help him out. Noah also pointed out that there was no way that they were going to hand out scripts, because "there would be 300 people, and our script is two pages long. So we would have to use 600 pieces of paper, and that would be a waste." (Quite frankly, I think that made Noah feel smart). So Curtis was all excited to try again, this time without his script. And he only looked ONCE! I was so proud :)

Highlight #2: Work. Surprise, I know. There's this young man, no clue how old he is or what his name is, or anything about him. But I love him. He has Down Syndrome, and he is just so sweet. He orders the same thing at the same time every night-- a medium Twilight with extra marshmallow. So, he comes up to the window tonight and I look at him and say "Let me guess." And I repeat his order from memory without a single second of hesitation, and his face just lit up. He was so thrilled I remembered. At one point, I heard him say, "I can't believe she got it." He was just so happy. Now, around that time it was pretty slow, and I like that since it gives me a chance to talk with the customers. So, I hand him his snowball and I look at him and I tell him that my mom works there too, and when I was little, sometimes, I would just get a junior cup full of marshmallow. And he just looked at me like "Woah. That. Is. Awesome." He made working tonight just 1,001 times better than it would have been. Thank you, random but totally sweet person who is my absolute favorite customer! :)

Congratulations, World

You win. You have crushed me, mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually... I give up. I have cried myself to the point of total, utter, and complete exhaustion more times in the past 2.5 months than I have in my entire life. So, congratulations.


To the 6 people who are worth it, thank you. I know most if you won't even see this post, but you don't know how important you are to me.
To the rest of you, I have two things to say to you: stfu and go to Hell.

And the Days Drag On...

Happy belated 4th! I had fun yesterday, except for the fact that people were getting drunk. That just made me so sad. Why do people celebrate something so momentous and important by saying "Bottoms up!" and chugging as much alcohol as they can? I am disappointed in you, America.

And the whole Casey Anthony case? Yeah, that is sad. I feel so bad for the whole family. I may not understand the finer workings of the legal system, but still. Is it really fair to postpone this woman's trial for three years, and then acquit her of her most serious accusations? On the other hand, the evidence didn't look to good on her end. I don't know. I just lean on the knowledge that God is the ultimate judge of men, and nothing I say or think can influence anyone.

On the plus side, I finally have a few days off! I am definitely enjoying doing absolutely nothing, and I am excited for this to continue. Hopefully Mom will take me into Bel Air to buy some books, and to get some wood and other stuff for making my very own bookshelf that will fit all of my books, including my yearbooks, and will have room on top for other things! :) I am excited.

*exhaustion*

5 days of getting up at 7:15 for VBS leading into working 30+hours in 6 days (with a three-day overlap) is INSANE! I hope I never do that again.

And then I get Tuesday and Wednesday off, I'm babysitting all day Thursday, we're going CYMA shopping on Friday, I have Saturday off, then Sunday is the 1-day pre-CYMA retreat-meeting-thing.

And then it's CYMA. 7 days of running around, handling kids and teenagers and working my butt off without showing it to anyone not behind the scenes. It's stressful. Every year, some big, drama-filled SOMETHING happens. I repeat: STRESS!!!!

But after that it's a week at the beach. Camping under the stars with a fire by my side... No noise... No society... Little technology... Cheap shopping... SUN all day long... And the only thing I'll have to do is my AP Lit summer project. I'm relaxing just thinking about it.

ANDANDAND!!!! Mom said we might be going to Disney this fall!!!!! :) That just boosts my excitement. AND ON TOP OF THAT!!!!! I'm going to Disney next March with about 30% or more of my school. No parents. No siblings. Just friends, and awesomeness and independence.

Work was actually kind of fun today. I spent about 4 hours making a sign for our mobile location tomorrow (right outside of Gus's Deli in Bel Air, and RIGHT along the parade route, *hinthintwinkwinknudgenudge*. And I also spent time starting my AP Lit summer project. And I also ate. A lot. I really shouldn't eat as much as I do, but OH WELL! It's yummy in my tummy (haha, Scraps :D). And tonight, I am doing nothing. So, despite my exhaustion, I have had a pretty good day.