WDOMLTD

^that acronym^ means
Worst
Day
Of
My
Life
To
Date.

Why the "to date"? Because at least I realize that this will not be the worst day of my life, and that I do not have to set a definitive worst day of my life until I die, if I still wish to do so. But to sum it up...

#1) My flip flops broke. Somebody stepped on them, and they broke. They were my only flip flops, my favorite flip flops, and I've had them for three years. And you know what's even worse? I can't find the super glue to fix them with.
#2) Mom wouldn't answer the landline, her cell phone OR my text message (at least, not until a little more than 2 hours later). I will explain why in #4.
#3) I forgot about some of my english homework, and when I tried to do it during lunch, I couldn't understand it, which made it hard to focus on.
#4) My grandfather had a stroke. So both my parents are in Dover. And when do I find this out? Right after chorus starts, when I "go to the bathroom" to call my mom, as she was so insistent to talk to me that she actually called my cell phone. Then i had to sing for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Without crying.

And now you are caught up on the WDOMLTD.

Now to go post in my OI and hopefully make myself feel better. Although, I'll probably end up feeling worse. :sigh:

drama, drama, drama

>_< i always get caught up in drama!!!! why me?? and its not even drama that i start! its drama between friends, and i end up relaying messages. you know what? i should just shut my mouth, and not even think about asking about it. so much easier that way. b/c if i never know there's drama or what its about, then i won't get caught up in it, right? Right??? >_<

why o why?

FOT is the worst class in the world! Why do we even have to take it?? Blargh.
It was freezing cold in there this morning. So cold, i almost fell asleep. My body tried to shut itself down to protect itself from the cold. >_< Stupid school.

OK, I'm finished ranting now!

(Go check out Ian's new OI!!!)

chillin

today is a good day. i dont know why though.

maybe its because i stopped fighting with one of my best friends.
or because its sunny out.
or because im going out to dinner tonight with my uncle.
or because im going to HdG UMC senior high youth group tomorrow night.

pick one. i think it's a combination though.

~So if you get the chance, are you gonna take it/
There's a really big world at your fingertips/
and you know you have the chance to change it.

Day of Silence

It is a day to show your support of gays, bisexuals, and transgendered people. Basically, the point is to be silent to represent the silence that these people face, whether it be from bullying, harrassment, name-calling or something of the sort.
I personally don't get it. How can you call something to someone's attention, or support it, by being silent?
Anyways, yes my drama partner did participate. But then he gave up. Which doesn't make sense, considering he is one of the people being supported.

The website, if you want to check it out (I recommend not, as it wasn't very helpful, unless you actually register or have the time or brain capacity to search the site) is dayofsilence.org

In Him,
Andee

so dreams DO help!!

*revelation light* lol.

Okay, serious now.

If you've heard about my awful dream that I had recently (my best guy friend left me..), then you must also know about how well the dream analysis I did DIDN'T work.

But i was just thinking about it, and I've realized. The dream WASN'T just a miserable thing from Hell to try and get to run around in fear like a chicken with its head cut off.

The dream showed one of my major issues. I am *slightly* afraid of being rejected. I say *slightly* because it's not that bad. I'm guessing because I've "caught it" before it came too bad? I don't know. But now I know what I need to work on with myself, and something specific I need to ask God to help me with. Which is a very good thing.

:sigh:

What is it with drama??? And why do I seem to get caught in the middle??

I offer my help, my support, my advice as a third party not entirely privvy to the situation. And yet? One person or the other A) vents to me, B) asks me to pass on message, or C) tries to tear the other person down.

And I see all this so clearly in other people's drama, but not in my own. :sigh:

waking up is hard to do..

...especially when your mom pounces on you. a half hour early. then its really hard. i need about 25-30 minutes to get ready, and i dislike having too much extra time in the morning, b/c then i get involved in a bunch of stuff that i can't stop in the middle of. then i have to leave.

ouch. im sore now! my abs hurt.. and they wont stretch out. or relax.... *curls up in pain* doesn't help. see? lol

hopefully hanging with friends today. not sure who, or what we're doing.

nothin special...

except that i missed SRT :( how was it? im sad i couldn't be there.

im hoping to maybe go dress shopping tomorrow... i want a fun sundress, and i need black shoes for States/conerts....

anyways, not much happened. was out on the river all day. not sore (yet.)

so ill post more tomorrow!!

:D

so the "deed" is done.
and it wasn't really something to dread.
because it was mutual.
sooo...

im single.
not sure how i feel about it yet.

except for scared.
ive heard a *rumor* that this guy wants to ask me out.
and i barely know him.
and i dont really like him (what i do know of him)

soooo...........yeah.

lol.

GRRRR!!!!!!!!!! I called and he didn't. PICK. UP!!!!

no even he's helping me procrastinate. >_< :sigh:

so i will wait for his call.

pray for me? please?


....and i stabbed myself with a pencil. :sigh: im a wreck today.

"Breaking up is hard to do"

that song is sooo true!! :sigh:

i will let you know how i feel later. right now? shower. then hard phone call....

pray for me!

*insert date here*

lol. i think im just a little tired today.... sorry! anyways, i...
woke up at 8:30 b/c i was going to babysit for my mom's friend
but then it turned out she didn't need me
so i've been up since then, with nothing to do
(well, except for look at blog layouts. i do so enjoy that
and bug a friend about getting an OI [not Colin])

so that's my morning so far!

i really am too addicted to blogging. oy... but its pretty fun. i mean, i get to talk about whatever without worrying about boring people. and if it is boring, well then! they don't have to read it.

4:27 pm--!!!!! i have finished half of my english homework which is due friday. :D
i also helped my brother with lacrosse. and guess what? i caught the ball (with a lacrosse stick more often than not!! yay me)
i am also blessed to have friends that trust me and love me, despite my shortcomings.. *sigh*

the next morning--mr. rick was at driver's ed last night... :sigh: hes so hard to understand!!! anyways, about my english homework...i believe i have lost the last three chapters of what i was supposed to read! (not good). so i have to search for them today...

dreams

yes, i realize this is my *fourth* blog (well, third-and-a-half, b/c girl's only is a co-author blog). but i can't really post the wierd, unhappy things that happen to me on my happy blog, now can i? so i made this one. b/c there seem to be some days where my life is wierd or unhappy. and those days don't belong on my normal blog.

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aren't dreams wierd? they are normally (at least for me) in the oddest settings, at the oddest times, and about the most random things!

so anyways, i woke up this morning from an awful dream. so i decided to try a dream analysis. NEVER. AGAIN. you know what it told me? it basically said "andee, you are sooo messed up, your dream can't even figure out what your issues are."

so, yeah. never ever ever again. bleh.