:) :/ :( :'( >_< :/

haha. I'm on an emotional roller coaster. Again.
THIS. ISNT. FAIR!!! Why in the world does he have so much control over me?!?!? And WHEN IN THE WORLD did this happen??????

Anyways, after our major fight on Monday, we... reached an understanding, I guess. But he kept trying to talk to me, and I kept telling him not to. I finally had to cuss him out and threaten his face before he finally stopped talking to me. But now that I'm not talking to him, he's taking so much of my mental space, especially when I'm tired. What does that mean? It means I go from being happy :) to upset :/ to sad :( to crying :'( to mad >_<>
It's awful. And because of that, I couldn't focus on my AP Euro final today. Because of course, I don't need to focus on one of my most important, probably most difficult finals of the year. :/