What I am doing?? I feel so confused and torn up inside... I have no idea who I'm supposed to trust anymore. It seems like almost all of my best friends have left, have moved on. I feel like I keep getting hurt over and over again in the little ways, that most people probably don't realize. And every time I try to say something, it blows up in my face! I can't seem to control my temper, and by the time I have it under control, the subject is unapproachable. What is wrong with me, that I can't just seem to open and trust SOMEONE??
God, I'm so confused and hurt. Please, will you help me? Show me want you want for my life. Show me where you want me to go, what you want me to do.
...Please
