so dreams DO help!!

*revelation light* lol.

Okay, serious now.

If you've heard about my awful dream that I had recently (my best guy friend left me..), then you must also know about how well the dream analysis I did DIDN'T work.

But i was just thinking about it, and I've realized. The dream WASN'T just a miserable thing from Hell to try and get to run around in fear like a chicken with its head cut off.

The dream showed one of my major issues. I am *slightly* afraid of being rejected. I say *slightly* because it's not that bad. I'm guessing because I've "caught it" before it came too bad? I don't know. But now I know what I need to work on with myself, and something specific I need to ask God to help me with. Which is a very good thing.

dreams

yes, i realize this is my *fourth* blog (well, third-and-a-half, b/c girl's only is a co-author blog). but i can't really post the wierd, unhappy things that happen to me on my happy blog, now can i? so i made this one. b/c there seem to be some days where my life is wierd or unhappy. and those days don't belong on my normal blog.

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aren't dreams wierd? they are normally (at least for me) in the oddest settings, at the oddest times, and about the most random things!

so anyways, i woke up this morning from an awful dream. so i decided to try a dream analysis. NEVER. AGAIN. you know what it told me? it basically said "andee, you are sooo messed up, your dream can't even figure out what your issues are."

so, yeah. never ever ever again. bleh.